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The devil who ate my words

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I don’t know when it began nor even how it started.... I can’t remember that day when I first encountered the devil that change my life… I can’t even remember when she started knocking at my doors… and eventually enters my temple and eat every single word that I once used to create a beautiful song… I couldn’t even tell how long I’ve let her cover my mouth and gain power over my body, depriving me from my own freedom to express myself. All I know is that it’s been a quite so long since I had my freedom to speak my heart out. It’s been a long time since I’ve become who I am right now, Miss Cat got your tongue, the dead kid who sits at the corner, Miss Voiceless… I don’t know when did I started sighing these words… “the devil ate my words” with a soft (sad) laugh at the beginning. But all I know is that, not a single day in my life I hadn’t use that line. It almost become my favorite line, but It wasn’t… I never wanted to use it… but I just couldn’t help it…

Monsters inside our heads

Have you ever heard those little voices telling you strange things? Have you ever heard those little voices telling you to give up, that you’re not worth it, you are useless, that nobody on this earth loves you? Have you ever those little voices that offers you a certain solution to your never-ending problems in life, in one slash your agony will fade away. If you do or anyone dear to you does, then it’s a big trouble. I know this is not yet a big issue in our country compared to other, but we could just put a dot to it just yet, cause those voices, those little voices running inside our heads might be the biggest enemy one can face in their lives. Those are the monsters who resides in our heads, monsters that we cannot see but we can hear, cannot be harmed with any weapon but can harm you without even touch you. No age, gender, or status, they never choose. As long as you are a human being; living, breathing, has a heart full of regret and a mind filled with guilt, you are a